The results are in and I am indeed miscarrying. This was the shortest pregnancy yet, so hopefully it will be the shortest recovery time. Back to the drawing board as the saying goes. First things first, gotta drop the eight pounds I just gained. Then, we will set things up to try the medicated experiment and see if that will indeed make a difference in the future. As I said in my last post, there is always hope and since I am not getting any younger, we will keep on trying for the time being.
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That would seem to be the theme of today. As in…
… there is nothing wrong with you
… there is nothing we can do for you
… there is nothing I can recommend
… there is nothing I can tell you
Nothing is pretty much what I got from my Dr. today. Sorry, he did recommend some cognative therapy(which I won’t try) or accupunture (which I may try), but other than that he asked me what I thought was wrong. So I guess I could say I am a little angry. I did do another blood test today to see if my levels are dropping or not, as there is still a possibility that I am not miscarrying, but given how I feel and the events of past miscarriages, I would say I am pretty much on the mark.
Angry. Yep, I am angry. There is no other word to discribe what I am feeling. My Dr. did suggest going through another round of ivf as that seemed to work for us. When I asked if it was on the house, he laughed. I told him that our first round was our only round unless we had a big cash winfall. And the hope of more children just intensified when we could suddenly get pregnant. The only other option was to do a mock ivf cycle. As in, I would take all the drugs but not have the actual procedure done. And don’t cry to him if I have triplets. I told him that triplets would be a blessing to us not a hinderance and so he said ok. This may just be what we will do. But, first we have to confirm the miscarriage with the blood tests.
So again, thank you for all your kind words and thoughts, and prayers. I will continue and I will not give up. What else do we have if we don’t have hope?
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Not really sure what to say or do. I think that this pregnancy is on the way out, but am trying to remain a tad bit hopeful for my Dr.’s appointment this afternoon. I am experiencing most of the same symptoms I have everytime the pregnancies stop, but at the same time I am keeping most of my pregnancy symptoms, which doesn’t usually happen.
In addition, each of my last three appointments at this particular Doctor have occured with terrible weather. Today is not an exception. Unless the rain out there continues to rain and not freeze, but this is a bit ridiculous. At the same time, no amount of bad weather will keep me from going to the appointment.
Thank you for all your thoughts and prayers, will let you know what I know later.
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