My experiment was technically cancelled yesterday. Which only means that I don’t take the last shot of meds to make sure that I ovulate. That being said, I will still most likely ovulate on my own and I have 5 rather large follicles that will probobly release five eggs. I also have a whack load of extra not as large follicles that heaven forbid, could release as well. We are still in the running to acheive a pregnancy, but now our chances of twins has just been multiplied to chances of five, what is five quintuplets?

We were aware of the chances we were taking when we started this experiment, but the risk was that we may end up with triplets. I was ok with that thought, but upping the chances to five is just so much more. I am trying not to go overboard with my thoughts, but truth be told is that I have to prepare myself seriously to the fact that a mistake was made and I may have to live with the consequences of it. We will be looking for sponsor’s if this happens, you can be sure of that 🙂

Another day of toddlers awaits me, yesterday was pretty fun, the boys played well with only a few minor incidents. We will have to wait and see what today brings for them. Well, at least I get the practice 😉

For Baby Neice to arrive! The Dr chose not to induce, but to send her home again with no restrictions. My Sister is hoping with no restrictions she will go into labour properly herself. She is having an Intrauterine Labour, where the baby wants to come, but her body isn’t responding properly. This, still makes me nervous. But, hopefully if she walks around for a day or two instead of laying down, things will get moving properly. Heck, I could send “J” to join “J2” and see how it helps ;).

As for me, our experiment seems to have gone bust. Despite expressing my huge concerns on Sunday that they were continuing with the large amount of drugs and that I will have way too many follicles, which would result in way too many eggs, the nurses told me to “trust them, they know what they are doing”. Well, yesterday, I got a “sorry we made a mistake” from one of the Dr’s. Of course, when I say what are you going to do for me with this mistake, all I got was better luck next time. THERE WON’T BE A NEXT TIME!!!!! ARGH!!! So I am pretty bummed, there is a 1 in 4 chance that we can go ahead, but it really wasn’t looking good for me yesterday. I mean, we could go ahead, but we would run the risk of 10 or so embryos! I don’t think we are ready for more than twins or at the absolute most triplets. Hubby was worried that somehow we will still end up with four or five embryos anyway, his concerns are real. Despite cancelling, there is still a possibility that my body will release all the eggs on it’s own and if that happens, we could still end up with a plethora of embryos on the go. I will try not to hold my breath today as I run through the tests to see where we are at.